Making me Sick!

Oh baby!

I never imagined I would be affected by any of those pregnancy symptoms involving morning sickness, but alas, for the past 3 weeks baby, we have had some serious heartburn/nausea. Your momma is strong though, to a fault usually, and I have not thrown up once (cross my fingers). There's nothing wrong with it I guess, but your mom hates throwing up perhaps more than anything!

So i haven't written for a long time because I usually write at night before bed, but the nausea has made me a big grumpy scaredy-cat at nights, watching LOST with your dad on the internet. We pretend like we don't watch tv, but we make up for it by watching "free" tv online. Maybe by the time you're old enough to watch tv, all of this will have changed. But soon enough we'll be 'normal' people, with real cable, when we move from our tiny little apartment into our new condo. I hope you like it there, but I'm sure you won't even notice it. By the time you're old enough to care, I will bet we are living in a house so you can run around with mom in the backyard.

I see photos of my friends' kids and I really hope you are a girl, because they have girls and it looks so fun to have a playmate for mom! But on the other hand, secretely I think I want you to be a boy, because boys are tough, and seem to be more adaptable to strange situations (like no cable tv haha). Either way, the suspense is killing me and it's only 11 weeks. You and me still have 29 more weeks to go, hola!

Bye kiddo, I'm thinking about you today:)