Woke up so grumpy and heartburn-y. But in the shower I came up with a marvellous, and perhaps undoable plan, but I needed some light at the end of the tunnel. I called J in to the bathroom, a consistent meeting place for us to discuss the future, me in the shower, him looking at me by standing on the toilet.
but then I realized I wanted to wait until Toast time to discuss. So I got my toast, corn millet bread with fake butter and blueberry organic jam. Then I told him. We would have the baby, then I would diligently search for jobs in BC, and at 6 months we would move to a small town in BC (affordable because it's small right?) and J would tend the baby while I worked in our new lives in BC. Yep.
J reminded me over toast about our first date, running to Safeway to pick up jam for me to have toast. I was a girl who loved her jam on toast. Still am. Probably because it makes me so happy. And not heartburn-y.
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