i love sleeping in with J, even for 5 minutes. falling back asleep next to the person you love is too easy...so safe, warm, secure there beside him. sometimes i do a child's pose with my bum on my heels, head on the mattress, thinking blood to my head will help wake me up. It doesn't. I fall asleep like that.
He gets up to revive me with the smell of toast (i have told him that smell always makes me want to get up)...even that is hard, but i follow him out there, shuffling in my mocassins. He says i'm so cute when i'm tired and comes to hug me like i'm a child. i try to keep walking, so we do a walking hug, him giggling at me, me trying not to laugh.
then i complain that there is too much pb on my pb and banana. So he takes what i scrape off.
by the time i'm "awake" i'm usuallyl complaining about other things, but he thinks it is cute. That makes me smile and i lower my head so he can't see. but he knows.
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